There are a lot of things in the way of having a decent day.

I have to get my car inspected today, and I'm a little nervous. There's always a chance that I won't pass, and I need my car. I use it a lot.

I'm really tired. I couldn't sleep last night for some reason. Nothing in particular. It may be because I had caffeine too late in the evening. I don't want to be anywhere but in bed.

I'm pretty sure I look like hell today too. I couldn't find any clean shirts so I had to go with an undershirt, which is never fashionable. I can barely keep my eyes open.

But mostly, I'm not being as good a student as I should. It feels as though I've fallen behind on my studies. I want to do well so bad, but I can't seem to motivate myself. There's nothing at school that pays off immediately. All I can do is think of the future, but it's too far off.